It's My Life =)

Finally... after about 4 to 5 months, I called him once again.

Before calling him, I was practicing, I mean planning what I want to say to him.

But, once he picked up the phone and said "Hello..."

My mind gone blank, my tongue is tied and I don't know what to say.

He must be thinking, what an annoying bitch, call for no reasons.

Well, I knew that cause I think the same way too!

I couldn't help it. Suppose I should have a lot of stuffs to talk to him since we haven't been talked to each other for so long but I screwed it up.

I heard a girl voice behind, and this made me even more freaked out.

I can't ask, who's that behind. My heart sinks a little.

Forgotten what we had said, and he wants to hang up first, again because he is driving.

I was a little sad, just a little after that.

You know, sometimes I just hate myself for doing stupid things.

See... I portrait myself as a stupid dumb bitch in front of him again.