I'm Blessed

Indeed I am.

I freaking pass ECW3291 with a Credit!!! Jesus Christ, never thought I would pass, what is more a Credit? I get a HD for FM as I wished and D for Commerical Banking, hooray!! I don't need to jump off from Monash Bridge, but I got the first ever Pass in ECW2721, thanks to Dr. Muthi for his uncomprehending lectures.

Banking and Finance are my cup of tea, I am glad that I've had made the right choice for myself.

The results were out last night before ten o'clock at night but I didn't want to check it until today because I was really afraid. Went out shopping with sis today, we spent one whole day at the Golden Triangle and it is a fruitful day, what can be more happier than shopping?

Saw my ex- in Sungei Wang just now but didn't say hello to him as he was busy looking at mobile phone with his girlfriend, yeah girlfriend again. He is always with girls no matter where he is and I have to say that his girlfriends are getting ugly and uglier than those previous one honestly, I am not jealous. It doesn't matter to me anymore because I don't feel anything when I see him, heart did not beat any faster or I got nervous like I used to be. On the other hand, I wonder when can I behave the same way toward HIM, you know who.

Finally I can enjoy my summer holidays without any worries, hitting the club tomorrow night, time to celebrate, yahoo!

Results are going to reveal in 8 and half hours!!!

Holy shit, I am not ready to face the N on the screen yet! N stands for fail by the way.

Of course I didn't want to fail any subjects, just that I think I did badly on the last paper. I hoped I can pass all the subjects!!! And not forgetting, I greedily wished I can get a D or HD for FM and Commercial Banking.

I think I better go out and meet up my friends, I needa relax! Ciao~

Metrojaya Day

Woken up by MeiWan early in the morning, it is before 10 am when I was still dreaming. She told me that we might be going to Jogoya tonight, I was so happy, I wanted to dine in that restaurant for so long now I finally found someone to go with me! By the way, they are back!

Mommy woke me up yesterday morning too around the same time because she wants to go shopping at Metrojaya Mid Valley. Yesterday was the pre-sale of Metrojaya so I went with her for half day and went home. She wasn't satisfy because she couldn't get new dress for dinner so she wants to go to Times Square's Metrojaya but I refused because I am drop dead tired but my elder sister kept asking us to go to shop at Avenue K and meet her for dinner at night after work. Her office is just few blocks away from Avenue K and I gave in. I went out shopping with mom for one whole day!

My brother and I were so bored while waiting for Mommy to take her own sweet time trying on clothes. But my sister ffk us, because she is going to Bangsar with my cousin. She asked me to join but I can't dump my mom and bro, they won't let me go so I missed a feast in DELIcious.

Anyway Mommy bought me something yesterday, a new set of facial treatment from Clinique and two new bras from La Senza, hehe... that cost Mommy almost 500RM. Mommy spent a lot on herself and lil bro too, but my Mommy was happy because she said all the things are worth money value.

CLINIQUE

There are some good things about pre-sale, as a member, you get to choose first before it opens to public and it gives additional discount and freebies to members! I seen so many rich women shopping like mad, they already hand carried a few paper bags of stuffs when I just reached and yet they still want to continue shopping when they don't have empty hand. I saw three women carrying the limited edition LV bag that I adore!! I'm gonna own one soon, after I start working!

Mommy is delighted when they giving out vouchers, free gifts and coffee and dining vouchers. Mommy didn't realize that she was trapped in the marketing strategies, I didn't want to get those vouchers but she insisted that I should go and collect it. It is a 20RM voucher from Triumph and my mom was tempted to spend another 200RM in order to use that voucher, women...

Isetan pre-sale on Friday... do go there and grab some cheap stuffs =)

I love shopping during Christmas, the shopping malls just look heavenly beautiful with decorations with Christmas carol on the air, don't they just make you feel good? Christmas is just less than a month away, I am so looking forward to it!

***Bad news, Jogoya is fully-booked from today until 17th December, GOSH!!! *BOOHOO*

Experience in Underwater World

This slide show made my life easier as I don't needa upload photo by photo. For caption, just simply move your mouse and point on the picture, it will appear and the photo will stay still, enjoy =)

What is your size?

Wanna challenge me?

Langkawi Trip

Hey hey hey, I am back!

I had a short getaway in Langkawi Island, the duty-free island during last weekends. The vacation was just okay, nothing much. The only thing that spoils the whole trip was the hotel room that I stayed, it is the worst hotel I ever stayed in my life, more like a motel than a 3-stars hotel! In order to make myself asleep at night, I need to intoxicate myself every night before I go to bed.

Reaching Langkawi

Kinda lazy to blog about it but by request from MeiWan, I'm gonna post up some photos and summary of the trip, I will tell you the whole story when you're back okay?

Day 1 - Underwater World, Cable Car, Shop for Liquor and Chocolate, Chime Sheraton Hotel

Went to visit penguins since the Underwater World is just 5 minutes drive from my superb lousy hotel - Asenia Hotel Langkawi. Of course there are other marine life such as fur seal, seahorse, sea dragon, and etc.

Rain Forest in Underwater World

Can You See The Penguins?

Kissing Penguin

Stop by at the "Pearl Harbour" of Langkawi for lunch before heading to the Oriental Village. Took cable car up to the hill, 700m above sea level and the view from top of the hill was breathtaking.

The Pearl Harbour

Lil' Brother and Me*

Sisters

in Cable Car

Hanging Bridge

My sister looks as if she is drunk

Met Sebastian after came down from Oriental Village and he brought us to buy cheap liquor and chocolate. We are aware that they are cheaper than in KL but we didn't expect it to be that cheap, you get what I mean? My sister and I were like some kind of "Jacun" when we saw the prices on the liquor, "OMG, 1.70RM per can of beer! Cheaper than soft drinks in KL!", "Chivas or JD?" and "I want to bring a canon of Chivas home!", and the worker in the shop standing behind us was smirking at us when we said that.

After dinner we went back to hotel to bath and then we head to the most happening night spot in Langkawi - Chime Sheraton Hotel. Quite a cool place to chill and drink, it has live band every night but too bad the band on that night wasn't good according to Sebastian and they sang slow songs like Bryan Adam's, Whitney Houston's and ABBA, yeah ABBA for God's sake! Played pool with my sister and at the same time teaching my little brother to play. I love the toilet especially, my reaction when I first entered the toilet was "WHOA!" with a big-O on my mouth.

I was here!

Sisters II

The Pro Tour Guide

The Wash Room in Chime

Pool Noobie but Acting Cool

Day 2 - Snokerlling, Four Seasons Resort

It was my first time snokerlling! I got terrified at first when I saw so many fishes swimming in the sea, you know I am very afraid of animals. But my sister and brother insisted that I should go down with them since we had already paid so much for the trip.

First attempt, soaked my legs inside the sea and there come all the fishes, feeling very "geli" and I screamed and ran up to the platform when there is a fish sucked my leg. My sister and brother do not let me go easily, keep convincing me that the fishes will swim away when they see me.

Second attempt, when I finally get myself into the sea, I swam very fast without looking at anything and reached the coast when my brother and sister were still in the middle of the sea, looking at fishes and coral happily.

Third attempt was much better, taking my time to swim across the coral and observing fishes. Hands rest aside me, trying to avoid fishes that swim in front of me. I didn't dare to touch anything inside the sea, not even the coral. By the way, I thought I heard the sound of fishes flapping their fins but my siblings said they didn't, anyone has the same experience as me?

Didn't have much pictures of the snokerlling trip because I didn't bring my camera along, just have a few photos from my sister's camera phone. I should have bring my camera along and snap photos of my little brother when he was floating on the sea, so funny, like a big fat pig floating on the water with his anxious look.

Langkawi Coral

Look at the floating pig on my left! *LMAO*

Nothing to do at night, so we went to visit Four Seasons Resort after dinner, the most luxury hotel in the island. The cheapest rate is 1830RM per night, but the place was really really spectacular! It was so huge and we almost got lost in the hotel. It will be like a day in paradise if I could spend one whole day in the hotel and enjoy the facilities.

Day 3 - Cenang Beach

Bumming around at the beach for awhile, not in the mood as the beach wasn't beautiful, but the beach at Tanjung Rhu was great! Then we went for brunch at Kuah Town. Did some last minute shopping then drove to airport, flight at 1250.


Bon voyage Langkawi!

p/s: I am very tired and I have to go to bed now. Will post up more photos next time and also photos of marine life, so stay tune!

You're In Every Way

Went to places that full of reminiscence of him today, two months ago but it feels like just happened last night, so fresh in mind and he was like in every way I go.

Sometimes I will smirk when I recalling what happened, silly me I know but those were the greatest time in my life and have I told you that I felt like I am the happiest girl in the world when I am with him?

Gosh, I miss him a lot!

Summer Break Started

Feeling unwell but couldn't sleep as I have been hibernating for two days, beside sleeping all I did was eat, watch drama, online and nothing else. Currently watching Word Twister Adventures, Ultimate Crime Fighter, Desperate Housewives Season 4 and Heroes Season 2.

Camisole Day

Emz cut her hair short and she keeps encouraging me to cut my hair short like hers so that we will be twins again. Well, I kinda want it as I have been thinking to cut my hair short since last year but I never had the courage to. MeiWan said 80% I won't cut it, my sis said I will never. Do you think I should?

The real sisters but nobody ever said that we look like sisters, more like friends. She is very friendly while I am cocky. She is smart while I am stupid. We are just opposite. I don't look like any of my family members not even my parents, my siblings used to joke that I am not my parents' biological child when I was kid, and I believed them and cried. But some said I looked like my granny, especially my cocky-ness to strangers, the way I look at people and the way I talk. I don't mean to be cocky, it was in my gene!

Confession of A Broken Heart

I hate it...

When you turned your back to me

When you didn't pick up my call

When you not replying my message

When you are giving me cold shoulder

When you treated me like a friend and said that we are friend. I don't want to be your friend, can't you see it?

When I can't hold you and ask you to stay, simply because I can't be so selfish

but what I hate the most is...

How much I love you!

I kinda know that you are trying to keep a distance from me, for whatever reason it is, you're still the one I want and I will never hate you even though you hurt me in many ways. Cynthia is right, to have loved and lost is better than not to have loved at all, quoted from her.

Dear Brain

I seldom wake up so early, to be exact, I haven't been sleeping last night. Insomnia is killing me! You know, suppose I have a good night sleep since my exam is over but I couldn't fall asleep.

Yeah, probably I was too upset because I think I am gonna fail ECW3291. I studied, and I have had read all the journals, and those questions aren't difficult. I answered 4 questions as it required but, I don't think they worth 40 marks because they are just craps.

I freaked out when I can't remember shit, I can't even make a proper sentence and my hand is trembling, my writing are messy. I was even more panic when people start flipping their answer booklet, they already written one page long essay when I was still writing and struggling on first page.

My dear brain,

why aren't you functioning during exam?
Why can't I remember everything I had read?
Why when I try so hard to recall, you did not cooperate with me?
Why did you remember useless shits but not some important things?

I did whatever is good for you but you did nothing good to me.

Last Battle

Tomorrow will be the last battle for my academic year 2007 against ECW3291 - Multinational Trade and Investment! All I aim now is just a pass, I hoped I can at least get 40/100 from the final paper because that is the hurdle requirement to pass this subject.

I am feeling a mix of emotions, I am happy because I am going to finish my exam tomorrow but at the same time I know I will come home and cry tomorrow because I will not able to answer those questions. It is the typical essay type of question which question you in one or two sentences and you are required to crap for few pages long, this is what I can never do, I am not a witty writer.

God, please send me some guidances from above, especially in my dream later and please enchant my brain so that I will be able to remember everything that I have had been reading the whole week. Wish me luck, I need lots of good luck tomorrow! And it is not too late if Doraemon suddenly appears in front of me and give me the memory or photocopy bread now, where are you Doraemon?

Lil Brother's Belated Birthday

My eyes are sore after reading 46 pages of electronic journal about automobile industry from my laptop. I think I deserve some entertainment, which is...

Time for my new hobby, Black Jack-ing with my besties in Facebook. I used to have GB time, now I have BJ time. BJ time sounds kinky, isn't it? LOL.

While waiting for them to log in, I am here to post about my little brother's birthday.

Everyone, say Happy Belated Birthday to my little brother! His birthday was 2 days ago, which in on the 9th of November. Can't believe that my brother is 14 now, when the shop keeper asked me how many candles do I need, I told her one big and two small candles initially, then I realized I made a mistake, suppose to be one big and four small candles. I am still thinking my brother is a small boy, in fact I am still treating him like a small boy like I have always do.

My brother is a shy guy, he doesn't like to take photo, and he didn't even let us sing him birthday song, weird? So I will just show his superb heavenly delicious ice cream cake from Baskin Robbins, chosen by me.

Macadamia Nut Ice Cream Cake with Hershey's Kisses Chocolate

Hopeless

Maybe I should just give up on this last paper. I don't think I can do it, I can't finish the whole stack of journals in 4 days! Read one page, sleep for 1 hour, you think I can pass my exam with my progress? Those journals are driving me up to the wall and I can't swallow all of them, I don't understand what I am reading.

I wish I have Doraemon to help me. Do you remember that Doraemon has a prop that is a photocopying bread? Photocopy whatever you need to remember on the slice of bread and eat it, you will remember everything. Nobita used it to photocopy his Mathematics and swallow it but too bad he ate too much and he has to go to poo. I wished I have this prop, photocopy the whole stack of journal and eat them all!

Or maybe I should give up on majoring in Economics, it is bloody tough, it is even tougher than Banking and Finance! I just hate studying some pure theory shit as I don't have good memory, my mind is best in remembering useless stuffs, like how I remember some of the Doraemon stories.

It is raining out there, feel like running into the rain, LOL I sound like an insane.

Aaarrrgghhh... don't mind me, I am just out of my mind in the middle of the night because I am so streeeesssss. Pimples popping out on my cheek and chin, not one or two but four pimples! I am depress now, worse when I have been listening to sad songs all night long. It is the time when people sleeping soundly and dreaming, but I need to study, you know how does it feel when you can tuck yourself in bed when it is pouring outside? It feels awesomely great! But I can't do it, this made my day worst.

I should go and lazy around on my bed while trying to read some journals. By the way, tomorrow is Deepavali, have a nice holiday peeps!

DELIcious

Hmm... where should I start?

Just woke up not long ago and I was woken up by drilling noise behind my house, neighbour renovating house again, is like a must-do thing every year-end. I just hate it, I can't get to sleep at night, now I can't even sleep in the morning!

My feet are hurting now because I went to foot-reflexology last night, that man pressed my feet really hard. He said that I will be fine by tomorrow and those aches are because first and I already knew, intestine problem, second sleeping disorder and minor insomnia and lastly my sitting posture not right thus those zones and reflex areas that connecting to my backbone will ache . I always thought that I am just noise sensitive as I will wake up whenever there is noise, I didn't know that couldn't sleep tight is a symptom of insomnia until he told me.

That man who massage my feet looked like Ann, I was like holy crap where did I seen this guy before, he looks so familiar. And he is just as funny as Ann, he made me laugh even though my legs are hurting me. My sister said he is a flirt. Don't mind my sister, every guy who came over and talk to me, she will say they are flirts, I mean is quite a normal thing for guys to flirt and moreover I am their customers, they have to be nice to me right?

About yesterday's paper, it will be easier if I could remember everything I had studied. As I said earlier, I am very sensitive to noise, there is this girl keep using her correction tape and caused noise when I was trying to concentrate and think. She is probably using some cheap tape, that is why her roller is so noisy and for God's sake, she is a Year 2 student, I assumed because this is second year paper, she doesn't know that no correction pen, fluid, tape and whatsoever during exam? I hoped she gets penalize for using correction tape, LOL, yeah I am evil. And I don't understand why does she need to erase her answers so often, can't she just slash the wrong answer and write somewhere else since there are so much space provided. I was quite pissed off at her and cursed her silently in my heart as I have had enough distraction since I was sitting near the door, so everyone has to pass by me if they want to go to the toilet.

After the exam, went to DELIcious in Bangsar Village for lunch with Emily. At first Emily suggested to go to a new restaurant that she found in the Web but we couldn't find it even though we used GPS to guide us, we both just can't recognize road and we don't know how to operate the GPS thingy, and yes, you might want to laugh at us.

Anyway, DELIcious is not bad, in fact it was quite good from the ambience to foods and to the service.

Lantern-in-the-bird-cage

Seriously DELIcious Cheese Burger & Mango Smoothie

Not that I named it, it is what written on the menu. It tastes good, I like the bun very much and also the sauce for the fries. I love those lantern-in-the-bird-cage hanging on top, would like to have one hanging in my room.

Since we were already in Bangsar, of course we will do some boutique crawls to release stress, LOL. Eating and shopping are the best therapies for me! But I didn't buy anything today. Maybe I am conservative or what, Emily and I found that fashion in nowadays is just so weird, big ribbon in front, not one but two big ribbons and fashion is going backward because those clothes are like what my mom wore ten years ago. I love fashion but I am not blinded by it. If that is what the trend for now, I will rather stay simple, Polo-T is still the best!

想太多

don't know why tears rolling down on my cheeks as I was watching this mv... couldn't help it.

Take note of the lyrics.

Hunger For Food

I haven't gone out from my house since I came back from school on Thursday afternoon, more precisely, my room, my prison for three weeks.

I can't get Commercial Bank stuff into my mind anymore, I need a break, I need some yummy food!

I have been craving for steamboat after seeing someone's photo when they were eating steamboat happily in Friendster. I missed Nanako's tom yam steamboat and also the porridge steamboat in Farmland. I want to eat the meat ball that will burst out gravy when you bite it, super yummy-licious and also my new favourite, century egg.

I can't wait to finish my Monday paper and then I have got a week break before my last paper so that I can go and catch up with some of the delicious foods around me, such as...

Grilled Chicken Wings

"See Ham"

I don't eat "see ham", but I can't resist this lips-smacking "see ham" in Jalan Alor.

After exam I want to go to Chocolate Buffet in Hilton! MeiWan celebrated her birthday in Fullerton Hotel Singapore, indulging herself in chocolate, yes chocolate! Let me grab some photos from her Friendster and post it here, hehe.

Chocolate Fondue a.k.a. Chocolate Fountain

They all look so irresistible right? Did I just make you gulp? LOL, enjoy the foods =)

I guess I never called him on the right time, he didn't pick up again when I called him earlier, maybe he was already slept. Couldn't help but feeling a bit disappointed, didn't get to talk to him and listen to his voice. Wonder how is he doing lately, is he happy with his life? I wished he is doing fine over there.

Was playing online poker just then and met a couple of really "bak zhong" guys. Didn't bother to talk to them when I was trying to learn how to play, have to admit that I still don't get it after few hours playing, I lose all my money, correction virtual money. They just remind me how we met and how we became friend, time when he was always there for me, I can talk and seeing him online almost every day and night and how we used to play game together. Without realization, it has been two years ago, I really miss those times.

He never come online anymore, I wonder why. He used to say that since he knew me, that particular year is the year that he on his MSN the most, which is less than 10 times yet he said it is a lot. He is probably the rare one that doesn't play MSN while my laptop is on since I wake up till I go off to bed everyday except when I am not home.

Anyway, I didn't want to be emotional, I have to keep myself positive in order to concentrate on my studies, next paper on Monday. I just wish that everyone out there to be happy, including the one reading this, have a nice weekends, much love *hugz*.

Financial Managemnt

1 down, 2 more to go.

I just finished my FM paper this morning, to me it was quite easy, the first three questions are gifted marks from the chief examiner and the rest was quite challenging, was able to answer but I have to agree that it was more difficult than past year papers. Some people find it very difficult, I overheard some girls saying that when I got out from the room and the Indon girl in front me, was telling her friend it is "susah" after the invigilator collected our papers.

Hopefully I can get a HD or D for FM. Well, I shouldn't be over confidence like I did to the mid term test, when I thought I can get good marks I only get 57 over 100, luckily mid term only contributed 20% to total so it doesn't matter. All I can say is I will not fail FM and if I do, I shall jump off from the Monash bridge.

As expected, last night was really a sleepless night, the usual thing happens the night before exam, been rolling on bed for hours yet couldn't fall asleep. I guessed I was just tension because I put too much pressure on myself, until I have the fear of exam. I should go for reflexology so that I can sleep tight after that. Tried to listen to music but it doesn't help, how I wish I can bash myself and faint.

I am lucky today for not having headache and I am not sleepy during exam, not even now. Just that someone distracted me during exam, the guy sat next to me did some obscene actions, he just didn't realize it so I just turned my head facing to the wall, thank God I am sitting at the side. [Dear Cynthia, I know what are you thinking now when you're reading this, admit it!]

I shall go and get some sleep, apply mask and relax myself for couple of hours before I start studying for the next paper. Good night! It supposed to be good afternoon =P